FAKEr
I smile at you, I laugh with you, I mingle and I talk with everyone at work, I wake up each day for work, I cook, and do my laundry, I clean my room, and get ready for work, why am I doing these?when I dont want to go on anymore. I'm faking everything, I learned how to pretend, pretend that I'm happy, Pretend to mingle, but deep inside, I just wanna be alone, I can never be happy anymore, I even forgot how to feel it, Im forced to go on, forced to live this life, everyday becomes a challenge, how do you handle life when you dont want to continue living it?? the future won't make any difference, whatever may come can't change anything, I can't have what I love anymore, My happiness are now in heaven, and its the only thing that I want... I want to get there...Its the only way that I could be happy....